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Wednesday, October 20, 2010
Healing.
I feel much better today.
Alhamdulillah.
I am so greatful for the love that I have from so many people...
Anchoring me...stopping me from falling further into a gaping abyss that js seem to love me for one reason or another...trying its best to lure me deeper....
Sometimes I wonder...
Am I the only one having these dismal thoughts in my head?
The frequent need to think and worry...
And to run away...........
Thank you though to Adda, Kakak, Nana...Eediq....
Thank you...for pulling me back..
I was also reading through our blog...and came across an entry that Shidiq wrote for me...
Sometime back in December last year...an excerpt goes something like this...
Face up to the sky, baby
And close your pretty eyes
Let's hold our hands together
For we will be there for each other.
You have been true to your word...
And have been there for me...eventhough...
At times...I have been awful..
Breaking my promises...and doing things I shouldn't do...
Yet you still forgive me time and again...
And for that...I will always be grateful to you..
For your kindness towards me....
And most importantly...your love.
I promise to be there for you should you ever fall like me.
And that is a promise I intend to keep.
Honestly, I don't know how long this serene feeling will last.
But i really hope it is here to stay.
For good.Labels: being there, love, promises
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