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Tuesday, December 14, 2010
I sat by the bay window...
staring out at the sky...with my coffee in hand...
warm....with its texture - milky, velvety as i slid it down my throat...
Just the way I like it...
Such sorrows fills my heart.
But considering the hefty sorrows that fills my heart...
My mind and thoughts are at ease....
Praise to Allah.
And of course..listening to The Soulmate's voice helps....
That tinkling voice of his...I can always feel the smile in his voice...
Loving me...always always being there for me.......
Thank you, The Soulmate.
I hate being blamed for something I feel I didnt play a part in.
But sometimes, life puts you in the path of selfish people.
Or people who are self centered and can only see the faults of others.
Never theirs.
The old me would have apologized and then wallow in self-pity and regret.
For something I didn't even do.
Disgusting.
Now all I do is to reflect....and weigh the words of another as objectively as possible.
And sentence myself accordingly.....
It disheartens me when a party failed to see all that has been done or sacrificied js for that one being....What happens when someone keeps on taking...chiping away at every positive feelings that a person has towards that someone.
Why must it always happen to me.
Why do you always do that to me.
I wonder.
Will it ever end...will you ever learn to be more sensitive?
Ever.......................
You can tell me that you're sorry, but I don't believe it like I did before.
It's js a vast empty ocean, where you are.Labels: regrets, sorrows, The Soulmate
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